I am Daniela's complete lack of surprise

I said it once, good things don't last... but i always thought it be me who would mess it up... i know it's not all lost, it's just a moment, we'll get pass it and move on but right now.. i feel like destroying something beautiful...

Fuck it all! no regrets! I'll try to contain myself from bad dids... for as long as I can.. I'll be the biggeer person, for the sake of us... but when the time comes, I'll take it all back.. I'll stop feeling the way i do... be careful because all this can easely backfire...

I can be nice... and i can be mean.... girls can be mean... so when i get sick of your shit, you better run away as fast as u can... because hell won't know my fury...
I want to run away... from all this "insanity"... i have to get my mental health back... no more human behavior... More ipran and some other green stars answers... maybe that's what i need right now... my little friends how don't ask for much... they don't give me what u give me but they work... I'm insane because of u... and u still don't see it...

I knew it all along but i keep trying to make myself believe u can be the answer, that "this" can be the answer!... u'll never understand how i feel or what i need because i don't even know it!!!
You don't get me!!! because u still can't see that hitting bottom isn't a weekend retreat!!!!!! It's not a goddamn seminar!!!!!! Stop trying to control everything and just let go! LET GO! and let the chips fall where they may....

U r not an answer for me or a solution...
........you are the little scratch on the roof of my mouth that would heal if only I could stop tonguing it, but I can't......