DIAGNOSTICO

Borderline Personality Disorder.
An instability of self-image, relationships and mood... uncertain about goals, impulsive in activities that are self-damaging, such as casual sex.
Social contrariness and a generally pessimistic attitude are often observed

THAT'S ME!

So this is new... I feel weir.. like i never thought i'd feel... like i never wanted to feel... but i'm happy like this.. I Love him and he loves me back... i'm inlove like in movies.

I found what i think everyone is secretly looking for, not only a lover but a friends, someone u can trust and supports u... i have all that, and much more

I feel no regrets for putting a side my plans to be with him, because we have plans together... He make me smile all the tme, he takes care of me even if i say i d'nt need him to... he can read me like a book and i enjoy it

We've been fighting alot lately, since i came back to viña.. it suck.. i can't stand it. .. we had a big argument tonight and i feel like i might loose him...

We haven't talk for days... he admited he was ignoring me... i knew he was... and it made me feel bad.. in my body!! it's amazing... I can't stop vomiting and i'm dizzy all day long... all i want to do is sleep all the time...

No one had ever made me cry as much as he has... or laught for that matter... dunno what to do... if i lose him.. i don't know if i can recover...

There is times in life,when u want no one to know how much pain you're in...It just makes it worse.
But there still is One who knows
Always.
The One who feels all of that agony and would do anything to make it easier...
I thought we could be One for eachother... was i mistaken?

No soy de nadie...

Casualmente como un juego,anhelo de dos.
Y el olvido es el cielo,no siente vergüenza,no tiene razón.
No soy de nadie,
no soy tuya,
acaso soy mía.
No soy de nadie,
no soy tuya,
acaso soy......
Dulce objeto del deseo,criatura perversa.
Te detienes y me pierdo,
siempre guardas afecto
y alguna sugestión

Hoy tuve que herirme al despertar,
de toda esta eterna pesadilla,
y así saber si aún estoy viva.

Desde que te conocí, no veo nada más.
Así despacio mi dulce corazón muere.
Tú no sabes nada de mí,Tú no tienes a nadie a quien mentir.
Tú me tienes y destruyes todo en mí.

Has absorvido toda mi energía,
mira en que me convertí, no puedo ni respirar.
Sabes, ya no quiero estar entre tinieblas.
Desde que te conocí, no veo nada más.
El mundo está aquí, detrás,y yo no lo puedo ver.
no lo puedo ver.
Hoy tuve que herirme al despertar...

No sé que estupides hare hoy... me conosco.. y hoy me tengo miedo... porque ayer empece... y hoy me siento peor que ayer... no sé como hacer para no pensar mas... para solo vivir... pero no puedo... maldita mente...

Moments

Sometimes I think Felipe is so amazing that I don't know why he's with me. I don't know whether I'm good enough. But if I make him happy, then I'm everything I want to be.
Sometimes I'm afraid of how everything is going b2in us... so fast and so good... next to perfect... it's not normal is it?

We have all those plans that i hope we can fullfill.. but what if it ends? what if they're right??
People usually are... they see things differently... let's hope this is not the case!!

I'm gonna close my eyes and ears and just take what comes into my life... i'm not gonna see what they want me to see.. or look for thing that aren't obvious...

I love him.. that's all i need to know right... that and that when he kisses me i feel all 4 winds blow on my face....